legendary.miraculous

e i g h t e e n .

2010-09-06T15:01:00.009+02:00

Es ist vollbracht. Ich bin endlich volljährig und eigentlich sollte man meinen, dass es perfekt gelaufen ist.

Es war alles top organisiert. So gut wie alles hat auch super geklappt, bis auf einen Zwischenfall auf der Party, als die Nase meines Kumpels angebrochen wurde. Wie das passiert ist bzw aus welchem Grund? Keine Ahnung! Ich hab' nur den Schlag gesehen und hab die beiden Schläger sofort gepackt und rausgezerrt. Dass es mir danach nicht wirklich gut ging, kann sich glaub ich jeder vorstellen.

Nach einigen Stunden hatte ich mich dann wieder einigermaßen beruhigt und konnte wieder wenigstens ein bisschen Lachen und im endeffekt die letzte Stunde mit Tanzen verbringen. Um halb 7 bzw 7 Uhr war dann auch Schluss und Nelly, Alex und ich haben uns ein Taxi nach Hause genommen. Zu Hause angekommen hatte ich irgendwie ein schlechtes Gewissen meiner Mutter gegenüber. 18 Jahre (+ 9 Monate) lang hat sie mir ein behütetes Umfeld geboten und dann war sie am Übergang zum Erwachsenwerden nicht bei mir. Darum habe ich mich dann zu ihr ins Bett gelegt, ihr von den Vorkommnissen berichtet und anschließend dort geschlafen. Am "nächsten" Tag kam dann gegen 17 Uhr meine Familie und auch Nelly und Sassi waren dabei.

Erst gabs bei uns Kaffee und Kuchen. Später sind wir dann beim Italiener essen gegangen.

planning full speed

2010-09-03T15:51:00.005+02:00

Die Planungen laufen auf Hochtouren, denn morgen ist es endlich soweit. Ich werde in meinen 18. Geburtstag gemeinsam mit Alex und Kaspar reinfeiern. Dafür haben wir uns einen Club gemieter und alle Freunde eingeladen. Sonntag kommt dann meine Familie und wir gehen gemeinsam Essen. Nelly und Sassi werden auch da sein :) Ich bin gespannt, ob das morgen alles klappen wird. Ein bisschen Angst vor möglichen Komplikationen (Stress allgemein und unter Besoffenen, viel zu voll/heiß,.. ) habe ich schon, aber eigentlich bin ich davon überzeugt, dass alles reibungsfrei ablaufen wird. Im Moment bin ich ziemlich genervt von den vielen Fragen: "Kann ich den/die noch mitbringen? Ich habe zwar gehört die Gästeliste sei geschlossen, aber ich wollte nochmal nachfragen." Sowas sinnloses! Im Grunde genommen ist die ganze Arbeit eh an mir hängen geblieben. Ich habe mich selbstständig um Location, Einladungen, Gästeliste, Türsteher, DJs etc. gekümmert. Irgendwie macht mir sowas ja Spaß, aber es ist schon ziemlich anstrengend.
Naja, immerhin hab ich mein Kleid und meine Schuhe schon vor ein paar Tagen gekauft, dadurch fällt der Stress schon mal weg.
Fotos vom Kleidchen wird es nach meinem Geburtstag geben, aber hier schon mal die Schuhe

Gleich fahr ich noch mit Alex und Kaspar an' Kudamm damit die beiden nicht wie Bauern rumlaufen :)

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Only one day left. Tomorrow i'm going to celebrate my 18th birthday together with kas and alex. We rent a club and invited all of our friends. my birthday is actually at sunday when all of my family will arrive at my house and afterwards we're going to a restaurant. I already bought my dress and my shoes but now i'm going to go shopping with alex and kas so they won't look like farmers :p
you can see my new shoes above.
xoxo

h l s e

2010-08-08T13:19:00.024+02:00

"There's always a little truth behind every 'just kidding'. A little knowledge behind every 'i dont know', a little emotion behind every 'i dont care' and a little pain behind every 'its okay'"
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Wie gesagt, hier sind ein paar Bilder vom Zelten am Helenesee, die von Nelly habe ich leider immer noch nicht, das sind nur ein paar von Jessy und Kathi.
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As told, here are some of the pictures which were taken by jessy and kathi at helenesee..

the first few hours.. me, henik, addy and jessy
after our arrival. yeeah kaspar, i love you, too! :o haha
when we arrvied, everybody looked like that. wired friends that i have :D
henik, nelly and me at the beachparty
kaspar(l) and nils(r) with heniks beerbong
last night: kathi, nelly and me. we were all enjoying our last hours together at hlse
thats a pretty funny game called beerball. there are two teams on each side and in the middle are standing 3 bottles which you have to tip over via a ball..
when you hit the bottle you and your crew have to drink as much as you can until one of the other team puts the bottle on its place..
and runs back to his own team. :)
nelly and me arrived so we kissed everybody because of joy
we danced for about hours at the beach because of a big party down there and it was truly way too hot. so nelly, oli, kaspar and me went swiming. with clothes..
the last night

h e r e . i . a m

2010-08-03T01:39:00.020+02:00

Wie versprochen lade ich jetzt mal ein paar Bilder aus London hoch. Die vom Helenesee folgen bestimmt innerhalb der nächsten Tage. Es gibt wieder so viel zu erzählen, ich wüsste jetzt gar nicht, wo ich anfangen soll und darum lass ichs einfach :) Wissenswert ist einfach, dass ich mal wieder eine super schöne Zeit mit meinen Freunden hatte, viele neue Leute kennengelernt habe und vor allem auch noch richtig viel Spaß dabei hatte :)

So, jetzt zu den Bildern:
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As i already said i'm gonna load up some pictures i made in london. Those we all took at Helenesee will also follow in a couple of days. All you have to know about the past weekend is that i really enjoyed the wonderful time together with my old friends. i can't realize that it's over now and that i have to wait for about one year to spend time with them together again at helenesee. I really, really miss this one feeling you have when there is everywhere someone you know and love to talk about everything.

Here are the pictures:
Blick über Londons Themse aus dem Flugzeug
mein erster "englischer" Regen
China Town
typisch Touri :)
Buckingham Palace
Harrods
ebenfalls
im Wagamama, das fehlt mir so sehr!
Toooooooouri!
Camden Market
Tate Gallery of Modern Art
YO!Sushi
Caffè Nero
Oxford
Picadilly
Tower Bridge
Tower of London
Hyde Park
London Heathrow. nein, ich bin nicht schwanger :))

home sweet home

2010-07-30T00:18:00.011+02:00

Ich bin zurück aus London und muss sagen: Ich hab mich echt wohl gefühlt. Sehr freundliche Menschen, trotz Hektik in der gesamten Stadt. Auch wenn mich der Linksverkehr und das britische Englisch sehr genervt haben, muss ich zugeben, dass ich mir ein Leben in London sehr gut vorstellen könnte. Wie zu erwarten liebe ich die Oxford Street :) und harrods! das hats mir angetan :p
Und zugegeben, vermiss ichs jetzt schon durch die Straßen zu gehen und einfach immer wieder etwas neues zu entdecken! Die ganze Stadt besteht aus Attraktionen und Dingen, die man bei uns niemals so vorfinden würde. Selbst wenn man nur durch den Hyde Park schlendert, man entdeckt so viele unglaublich schöne Dinge, die man zuvor noch nie gesehen hat, selbst wenn es ganz simple Dinge, wie zum Beispiel ein blühender Gummibaum sind.
Übrigens: als ich am Flughafen ankam, rief mich meine beste Freundin an um mir zu sagen, dass sie mich zusammen mit einem Kumpel mit dem Auto abhole und bereits hinter der Glastür auf mich warte. Darüber hab ich mich richtig gefreut, zumal sie ihren Führerschein erst seit Montag hat :)

Warum ich auf plötzlich auf deutsch schreibe? Ganz einfach: Ich habe entschlossen von nun an auf deutsch und englisch zu schreiben, einfach für mich selbst. Gutes Training für den Sprachfluss haha

Natürlich war ich auch einkaufen, so wie es sich gehört :D
Hier eine Auswahl, leider hab ich keine Kamera mehr, also musste ich Mamas 6 Jahre alte nehmen :)
beiges Kleid: primark
Kette: primark
blaues Kleid: camden market
weißes Kleid: new look
blauer Mantel: primark
grauer Schal: Topshop
beige Tasche: new look
schwarzer/weißer Schal: primark
Schuhe: Aldo
die beiden Harken-Dinger: sass and belle

Achja und: Bilder folgen nach dem Wochenende, da ich morgen früh mit Nelly, Arvid und Fili zelten fahren werde.

xoxo
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Yesterday we arrived at tegel, berlin. My best friend and another friend waited for us to land so that she can drive us home as a surprise. i have to say: i like surprises, hah!
as a résumé i have to admit that i really love london. the people are so kind in spite of all that hecticness. even if the left-hand traffic and the british accent were horrible, i could picture me living in this beautiful city. i love, love, love oxford street and for sure harrods! and i love walking through the streets, finding something new and kind of unknown for me everywhere.
overhead you can see some things i brought in london, only a few, but i love them all!

After this weekend you gonna see some london-pictures. i'm too tired now and tomorrow i'm going to drive to helenesee with nelly, fili and arvid where we're going to meet some old friends. same as last year :)

xoxo

goodbye!

2010-07-20T20:52:00.005+02:00

today is my last day in berlin. we gonna fly to london for about one week. i'll miss my friends but hopefully its gonna be great. today's tess' last day, too. shes going to fly back to california. i'm gonna miss her so badly! as you may have already noticed: i've a new layout. i think it fits perfectly to the current situation :)
now i'm going to pack my case. afterwards i'm going to meet some of my old friends. we're going to have bbq in a garden and stuff.
sooo i hope youre going to have a nice week and see you at 7/28/10! xoxo ♥

news

2010-07-15T20:00:00.024+02:00

g e r m a n y - s p a i n

I really dont know how that could have been happened but i have to admit, it was a fair victory!
first half (find me in the lower left corner!)
second half (find me sitting on the floor!)all in all i'm proud of our team. we're still in third place so its not that bad.

Indeed, its more than a week ago, but on the 5th july we went together with the 3 americans to the bundespressestrand by maxxim. yeah, next day was a schoolday, for sure!
it rained all night long, but we danced like there wouldnt have been any water :)
(fabi and me)
On the 21st we gonna fly to L O N D O N . maybe nelly, my best friend, can also come for just 2 days so we can hang out together, go shopping and party for one night. but truely i dont believe that this is going to work out!

Tomorrow a friend of mine is going to fly to argentina for about one year. tonight we're gonna hang out for the last time. wired, because nelly was far away for one year, too.. so i know the feeling when they come back and theyve changed.
xoxo

by looking at that foto i want to party together with them so badly.. it hurts hah! i think it would be really fun..

the booking

2010-07-04T23:32:00.014+02:00

today me and my mom booked our flights and the hotel for london. were going to be there from 21. to 28. of july so its only one week :( were gonna live in a apartment**** near old street so its close to everything important..
(what do you think?)

to drive to oxford and picadilly by underground only takes 15 minutes soooooooooooo i think its gonna be greaaat, i can smell it :) i hope ill be able to improve my englisch skills althogh i even dont like the british accent. cant waaaaaaaaaaait!

friday afternoon was amazing! actually i hate those days where you have to stay in school for something so boring. but this time i was surprised how amazing it was. there was a festival where every school project was displayed and my first home-room teacher mrs. junghans! while we all grew up she got a very cute baby called lily. it was so great to see her. we talked about our shared past, our journeys and so on and so forth. she was the one who gave me an e(!) in englisch at 7th grate hahahaha.. but i still loved her.
thursday a american friend of nelly (tess) and her sister (merideth) arrived. friday night we drove together to a river called krumme lanke. bathing in the moonlight and sitting by bonfire was amazing!
yesterday we all met at 1:30 p.m. to watch the soccer match. we had so much fun because there was something like a shower on the street for all the soccer-freaks who came to the biggest public viewing in germany although the thermometer showed 100°F! like i said: argentinia, weve kicked your asses! :D in the evening we were at a club. i dont even remember the name but it wasnt that good so i dont have to mention at all :D

hope you had a great weekend, too! :)
xoxo

what the hell is going on with the world which is used to be soap-bubble?

2010-06-29T20:50:00.021+02:00

today my whole class was cancelled so i wasnt at school. so i used my time to cycle to a district office and the sparkasse to ask for a new ID card and cash card. there i met a school-friend, oskar. thank god he was there, so the time passed fast :) also i talked to a good friend and we found out that one of my best friends is lying all the time. its kinda weird and unbelievable and i'm disappointed, for sure! whatever.. tomorrow and thursday the whole school is splitted into different projects. i chose the zoo project. last time i visited the animals was when my sister, my nephew lino and me checked if the lions were still alive after linos second birthday :) i think it'll be great because nearly all of my friends are visiting too.
trip with my two sisters, my daddy and lino in september 2008 :)

back to topic.
firstly my valuables were stolen, secondly one of my best friends seems to be lying, thirdly my best friend doesnt have any time for my anymore, fourthly i'm starting to ask myself why everything has changed that way. there isnt that trust in everyone anymore. i start getting wary and scary.. everytime i'm about to ride my bike i check if my bag is really where i left it, when i'm in a store i hold everything, especially my bag, so strongly that it hurts and i still dont know why. am i afraid of losing my bag again? in every person i see a thief and i want that to go away. fifthly i dont know how to manage the whole vacations. i want to go to london with my mom but i also dont want to ~~miss~~ camping with friends at europes clearest lake or rather the city tour to köln, hamburg and finally amsterdam. haach. i dont know anything and that sucks. and i dont like the weather this week. its way too hot in berlin! xoxo
germany - england (4:1) duuuuude! we fucked your asses hahahaha!
argentina here we come... :D

the passed two weeks

2010-06-26T12:40:00.022+02:00

ewww there are so many things that happend the last two weeks: the most exciting happend last saturday. it was pablos birthday and he invited us to come to his house for dinner and afterwards go to a club. everything went fine until the group was splitted because of fight between pablo and marcela. all in all marcela, linda and me went alone to a club called vcf. i had to drive home alone by subway and fell asleep. the biggest mistake ever! my pocket, my cell and my ipod were stolen as i woke up. annoying!

tuesday my old friend lou and me ate sushi at sensai. strange people over there but still delicious :p afterwards my mom and me cycled to a cell phone store to buy me a new cell-agreement.
yesterday there was a mess to help decideing what you want to do in future. yaaaay! my first talk was with a lecturer from "design akademie". it was so much fun. actually we didnt really talked about the university but about foreign countrys and my planned journey, about our families and about his experience. he was way to cool to be a teacher hah! the other talks werent so interesting and funny. nothing mentionable.
because my purse was stolen all my money is gone and i couldnt go out to party with friends yesterday. so i used my freetime to check the flights from berlin to london and hotels near hyde park.
i'm so faszinated by london, way like by new york, which by the way cant be topped by anything. and truly i cant wait to be out of berlin, all the daily stress, and for sure out of school (for only 6 weeks)! i want the summer to be here and the sun to tan my body :) annnnnnnd i cant wait to plan my year overseas! i'm so exited and in fact i want to go there right now.

arrrrrrrwwwwww.

2010-06-13T15:10:00.007+02:00

most handsome guy alive: Chase Crawford ❤

new draft

2010-06-01T23:30:00.002+02:00

today i received an email from stylefruits.de.
theres a lottery where you can win something.

Freizeitoutfit blue brownie von exeptional mit Artikeln von Esprit, zusammengestellt bei stylefruits.de

2010-05-30T14:43:00.016+02:00

friday we were at a party called ritter butzke. the doormen took my camera away so we couldnt take any pictures. surely the pictures cant show how amazing that night was but it would be cool to have some for memorization :)
anyways the most exciting incident that happend was that vincent und valentin were kicked out by the doormen because they found an alcohol dump and wanted to take all the drinks away hahaha after that they climbed the roofs to jump to the yard of the location. than they had fear of being caught hahaha

yesterday we went to a feast almost out of town. as we arrived all the shops were closed. faaaaaaaaaaaaaaailed! haha
after that we drove to rathaus steglitz, bought booze and drove back to vincents house. there we celebrated lena meyer-landruts victory on eurovision songcontest. later we walked to the old asbestos contaminated bröndby. its an unused school and very spooky because everywere are still standing all the tables and chairs which were used years ago for normal schoolday. the floor was full of cullets so it was really loud when we walked around there. first all the entry-doors were ~~closed~~ so we had to climb up to another entry which was also closed but the panes were broken so we could creep in. as we arrived at the roof we saw patrol cars so we became scared and ran through the ruin. after that we drove home by bus. strangely enough jakob got out of the bus 5 stations too early. dont ask why because i dont know.
weird guy! haha

the days passed..

whitsunday ..

2010-05-24T13:59:00.009+02:00

first of all almost for my whole school class was canceled from montag until thursday because of school leaving examination. secondly yesterday was a wonderful sunny day and the 15th carnival of cultures took place so berlin was full of tourists. after hanging out with some friends and partying every wagon we went to a club called stadtbad wedding. it is an old swimming pool which is used as party location. many electro djs spin records there. we had a lot of fun.

kitty's day :)

2010-05-18T21:50:00.011+02:00

today i was home the whole day and cuddled with my cat ♥

p.s. sorry for my PJs! hahaha

uhhh yeaaaa! haha

2010-05-17T19:01:00.006+02:00

today my mother came home from work and brought that camera for me. it isn't the newest, but however.. i like it :D

new draft! :)

Freizeitoutfit fresh spring von exeptional mit Artikeln von Promod, zusammengestellt bei stylefruits.de

GOSH!

2010-05-16T19:04:00.020+02:00

thursday and friday german schools were closed because of ascension day. so we went at a sea called schlachtensee.
there was a challenge between all the boys because it was father's day. they built teams of 2, every team had a beer crate which they had to drink up while walking around the sea. nelly, saskia and me walked together with them although we were no boys ;D
the mission was to be the first one in the goal and for sure that the beer crate is empty. in the end all of them made something like a beer shower so my friend kathi drove me home to wash my hair and take on clean clothes haha

next day i walked at jakobs. we just chilled together and ate pizza. in the evening we went to our favorite club called vcf. after we had danced a lot, carlos and i walked out of the club because it was too hot inside. than we saw 2 guys fighting against eachother. we walked up to conciliate the situation. suddenly one of them wanted to beat the other one. unfortunately i was standing in his way to hit the other guy and got beaten by him. my nose and my upper lip bleeded uncredibly. i'll learn from my mistakes :) after that we all drove to victors because his mom is a nurse and she could help to stop the bleeding. i could have never rode home by bike alone so i slept at jakobs.

yesterday midday we only chilled at his house, later we walked to mcdonalds. in the evening i went at heniks to see many old friends i haven't seen for months. it was fun and good to see them again :) after that nelly and i drove to friedrichstraße to meet valentin, jakob and vincent. there we just chilled together and than drove home by subway.

today my mom woke me at 3 p.m haha :)
a little while ago i found a very interesting side called stylefruits.
i tested the creative part of that side and collocated two outfits :) hope you like it.

Freizeitoutfit fair and beautiful von exeptional mit Artikeln von Promod, zusammengestellt bei stylefruits.de

by the way: my upper lip is engorged and got blue! - my nose just hurts a little bit, not worth mentioning at all :)

xoxo ♥

real friendship never dies.

2010-05-07T20:36:00.004+02:00

this week :)

2010-05-06T22:03:00.010+02:00

today me and my mum walked to our family doctor. last week she took a blood sample and today we talked about the result. a normal iron value is 25. mine is 8 oooooppps! now i have to gulp one big pill a day. i bet ill forget to do that :D

tuesday nelly, victor, valentin and me went shopping. nelly and me searched for ugly-men-clothes and victor and valentin did the same thing with women-clothing for us. after that we tried everything on. i cant understand how boys can easily find good-looking clothes. its sooo difficult to find good ones :p

at least i cant wait for the weekend and thankfully tomorrow i only have to be at school at 12 am :)

aaaaaand i'm sad that soon i'll have to wait for the next seasons of gossip girl and one tree hill because i'll be finally done with all episodes which are online :(

at least.. i hate germanys next topmodel. it's so so so sooo boring. from season to season it becomes more dully!

so.. good night everybody, dream of me haha :) ♥

whos gossip girl?

2010-05-02T20:49:00.014+02:00

thats the most important question! :D

season 2 episode 24

blair: nate and me broke up.
-serena: what? but everything was so perfect, like a fairy tale.
blair: i really wanted to go to prom with my highschool boyfriend and now..
-serena: he feels like your highschool boyfriend. i'm sorry.
blair: me too. and you almost missed prom.
-serena: you know, i actually had a lot of fun tonight and right now i'm with exactly who i wanna be with. my best friend. you are highschooling me! all of the boyfriends and main girls and tests and teachers and our crazy mothers - we went to it together, we raised each other. you're my sister.
- blair smiling -

gossip girl: schoolfriends may come and go but a bff is forever. because even when youre not sure where you had it, it helps to know youre not going there alone. no one has all the answers and sometimes the best we can do is just apologize and let the past be the past. other times we need to look to the future and know that even when we think weve seen it all, live can still surprise us and we can still surprise ourselfs.
xoxo, gossip girl

i love that section!

chill-out area!

2010-05-02T20:39:00.007+02:00

nelly, victor and me relaxing in a park after a stressful schoolday.

my awesome weekend

2010-05-02T19:42:00.015+02:00

FRIDAY NIGHT - we went to a park called kreuzberg and "danced into mai". everything was fine until the police destroyed the atmosphere with uncountable dogs. than we walked to burger king and soon went home.

YESTERDAY - we were at nellys and afterwards we drove to a club and celebrated vincents 19th birthday! it was great.

TODAY - jakob and me had breakfast at mcdonalds at 2 pm. we discussed everything under the sun :)

APRIL 18, 2010 - nellys 18th birthday.
she rent a club called steinhaus and invited all of our friends. she also bought snap lights as you can see in the photo. it was really fun! some friends and me presented her a wii. she was kinda surprised :) [in the photo: saskia, me, alexis and nelly]
next day we destroyed the piñata nelly received from franci. that was so much fun!
thats our result haha

moms birthday

2010-05-02T19:01:00.015+02:00

april 27, 2010 - it was moms birthday and i have to show you what i made for her.
after school me and my friend celina went at her house to take her camera. then we searched for a place to take these pictures. afterwards we took some photos of us. here is the result :)

it says: ich hab dich lieb (like: i love you) :D

wrong behavior?

2010-05-02T18:41:00.004+02:00

hey guys!
today i found a foto that compels you to think about the message.
there's no one who've never asked himself that question.
i think we all have to learn that things continuously happen the way they were brought to happen by anyone.